More snakes,

my usual reoccuring dream,
this time it was not scary, it was rather ..playful. I remember running around and as my friend throw different types os snakes at me.
I came up with a conclusion of what it might mean.
the last time I dremed about snakes, a little while later, I was well, if I remember correctly i was infectuated with Violet and a little bit after the dreamed..we are nothing. so with this last dream, I can't wait to see what other interesting event might happen.

I has also dreamed about that same house, a couple of night ago. This time the house seemed alot more peaceful. I wasn't affriad of the ghost, or what ever was hunting that place, from what i can remember , it seems to look like one of my passed away uncles wife. As I was setting in the back having dinner, there were not any dark glooming mood to it like it usullly does, I wonder what that means.

What a joke

Well, so much for that, she turned out to be a major flak.
we're not even together and she already is driving me crazy. I suspect she's interested in another guy and just stringing me along.
I was so pissed the other night, she asked if i wanted to go see Star Trek on Monday night, and never bother to show up, call or pick up the phone. How fuck up is that, no respect at all. Even if we are just friends that's not how you treat a friend.
the interesting thing is that this is the 4th time I let it happen, so to be fair alot of it is my fault, i should know better then to walk right into that.
so i came home and deleted and blocked her off of my myspace page, i think that made her pretty mad, and the only way for her to send me any messages is to response to a message I left her on her page. the message I left her read " We would make a cute couple"
and her's was "Keep dreaming chatree" lol, how ....well, at this point I think I prefer to dream about her then to be with the real her. she's not exactly a price catch. She acts like she likes me one day, and then the next totally disregarded me, what a waste of time.
the good news is that now i can see clearly, no point of putting any hope into something that is not there. The best thing i can do is move along. I dont have to see her images on my space, so that is good too, because that can be quite distracting at time. Because everytime i logged on, i can't help but to wonder about what she is doing and all that crap.
blah, this is crap, I don't care anymore,
Why do I always end up persueing girls with serious issues.

New girl-friend

been pretty slow, but those were fun to do .


woo hoo! maybe. waiting to see how this pan out.