I'm in love! no wait, it's a stroke.

what a week! last week i was packed with tattoos, 4 of em. I received a great tip on Wendsday, 40 bucks, hell yah, not bad for getting to do what i like and only 3 hours of work, recently i have impose a 10 dollar per visit charge. no one seem to mind :) hehe, well considering it is 100 bucks an hours it is chump change. i am getting the hang of it, now i can creat better darker and more consistence lins and shade, with more time i ll learn to perfect it.
I'm mister popular now, hehe, last time i checked my cell phone i have over 110 numbers stored.

"What are the chance of a guy like you and a girl like me getting together?"
"not good"
"not good as in?? 1 in a 100??"
"no, more like 1 in 1,000,000"
"oh,..so you re saying there's a chance?"

haha maybe if i used this quote it wont hurt as bad when I get rejected. I'm thinking , ..best to find out early on the first few dates...that way it ll hurt less?? because there's not any real feelings develope yet. or wait till i know there a good chance and a stonger desire for her developed, and it turns out to be a misjudgement and then ask and get rejected?, and hurt alot more?? haha full optimaticism aren't I?

One thing for sure , i do not want to leave with out an answer, even if it was not what i wanted to hear <<== done that one too many times in my life.

I think she s intereted in me? We got along fine the first time, I asked if she wanted to go out to dinner sometime, and she said yes....bah, i ll just gauge it as it unfold and not worry about it ...if it happens then it happens if not then life goes on. one of the best thing in my job is that i get to meet lots of new faces, i ll bound to meet a few good looking girls along the way.

i ve decided to start a boook of trees, will draw trees like there's no tomorrow, believe it or not trees sales like hot cake in the tattoo business.

jose's design

a rough tattoo design going on his back, with birth symbol on in the center.

aztec and tattoo

tattoo fun, almost done, just got the coloring part to do.
due to a few request i decided to draw an aztec warrior, this is merely for fun but will started on another one soon , is is rather large, 18x24.

It's about time!

things came up and we couldn't meet up on the planted date. Last night I finally got to hang out with her, it was rather brif, we went to see Love Guru. I went by to pick her up and then we drove to the theatres talked for a bit before the movie started, then talked a bit before she headed home. needed more time for sure to get t know more. i asked if she would be interested in posing for me every now and then, she accepted and seemed very happy that i asked. haha, get her to do it in the nude would be ..yes, imagine that :P she does have tons of friends, so it is a bit awkward that she would want to hang out with me. but i suppose will see. The movie wasn't very good, not sure but it wasn't very funny, it was rather croney.

there were a few sillent moments in the car, but i guess that it was pretty normal considering it was really our first time together. i asked if she would like to come down to Tucson for a day, maybe try some of my moms cooking, hopefully she ll make it. we were discussing about how she now is a pescetarian, a psecetarian is a vegatarian who will eat fish. honestly i dont really like to eat that much meat to begin with, if anything i think i like finishes best. ...
what to do next.......well, i m sure i ll see her again, sooner or later i guess.

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executioner

this is for Sarah at work, i spent about an hour sketching with pencils, and another 2 hours laying down the basic forms, i really need to do a ton more drapery studies soon. still pretty rough but it came out decent i suppose.

balha

stoked

sweet!! i ll get to go see her this coming Monday, lunch and catching a movie, lol we ll start easy. might pick up a flower or two for her. if it all goes well, we ll hang out more, we might go swimming in the lake some where too, getting away from the city would be nice. this is great because i dont feel as shy as i used to be when i was younger. she asked me if i wanted to hang out and i asked her the same and it all went as it should, lol almost too easy. alot simpler then i last remembered. hah
stars from hell!! hahah, if you re reading this Mandie!! i m only kidding , it was fun but it was pretty hard, her wrist was small and it was pretty hard to get a grip of it so that i can stratch the skin, never the less fun to do. the one in color wasn't not done by me, i just touched up the lines and make it sharper.

fun tips

what a fun day, most of the artist at the shop hate doing tribal stuff, but i like doing it but i imagine i ll learn to hate to do it eventually.
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tattoos

how interestig.

heh, i can't believe it actually worked, i tooke a bit of a dive and the out come are actually what i wanted. she suggest that we go hang out, even got her number too. she has a very interesting character, smart, good looking, there so much i want to know about her, and i look forward to getting to know her.

daily tattoos

this one turned out pretty good, obviously i didnt' do the original drawing but still fun to do .i will spent an hour or two every weekend and see what i end up with. should be interesting.

haba! haba!

Friday we had a going away party for Hana at Alia's place, it was great fun, BBQ, swimming, socializing, drinking. I even got Diana to come all the way from east mesa. as always she looks so rad. there were quite a few people there. to my surprise Alia seemed really excited to see me( i totally made that up, makes me feel better though :0 ). i wrote her a few time but never got a reply from the last email. so i figured she probably wasn't interested. i m not sure what she was implying but she said she saves all her emails, but for some reason never wrote me back, i think i clearly said that i wanted to get to know her and all that fun stuff. now that i think about it i dont think the email actually went through. she seemed like the type that would definitely response..i could be wrong. this morning when i sent her the last email through myspace it didn't show up in the "sent" folder, if i remember correctly every email you sent myspace save a copy of it in your account. so i resent and it showed up fine..oh well.

we were up till 5 am drunk, not totally trash or anything just mix drinks and stuff.
i meet quite a few interesting people there.
i never realized how many good looking friends Hana have.
while waiting to get drinks she came up and talked to me. it was nice we talked about random interests, then we got talking about road trips and about some of the places she went or want to go to this summer. she told me how she wanted to go see Hollywood for the fist time, she invited me to go with her and her friends on the next one, well not with her to the destination but if we re heading the same way we should car pool. (or i could just be hearing things, i did had 1.5 beers) i really want to go visit Christian in LA so i think i ll take her up on that. then she got really shy for a second either that or our conversation got really awkward, she asked if i wanted to grab some food. i said yes, i m straving, then along the way to the grill someone else cought her attention, and i didn't want to cut in so i just ran along and got some food and did my own thing.

sometime later i was in the kitchen looking for a fork or something, the party was happening in the backyard out side. the kitchen was empty. then a few seconds later she also came in. for a second i thought she was in there looking for soemthing in the kitchen. but then started talking to me again, she asked what i liked to do for fun. i asked her if she was all partied out and she said no, just needed to take a breather. lol, i thought it was rather odd that she wanted to take it the same exact time i was in the kitchen but then again it is her place so sure why not. we got talking for a while, seems like there's always someone there to cut our conversation short. i really wanted to keep talking to her. heh, she looked so good in those swim suit :P .
i emailed her on saturday and well, i wonder if she is single and avalible?... Hana told me that she thinks i m ...fill in the blank and sweet. man, i m thinking too hard about this aren't i?? do it!! i think i can , do it!! stop being a pussy and ask her out on a date already!! do i really need to get involve with another girl? do i even have time? do i even care? why do i have this desire, i m in control here not you ,,,stupid desire. all this doubts but i know deep down inside i think she is the totally incredible and probably want to get with her.

ok, this is from her email. "I like to be taken out on dates from time to time, especially by nice guys. Know any?!"...i wonder if this is where i suppose to say...say, i m a nice guy , pick me!!!

lol, this is silly, i know exactly what i m doing.