

some of you probably don't think I can do this style , but ..i m full of surprisese.

Dear Journal:
I know Money can't buy happiness and I hate to sound like a hypocrite but thats all I desire right now. obviously people that say being rich isn't everything have not experiene the joy of being rich yet. I' m tire of drawing for myself, i meant i love to draw but damit i also must eat and paybills too..and enjoy the joy of being able to buy a few material things . lets see. student loan is 400, rent 400 (thats with roomates, by my self i m sure it ll be at least 600+) , credit bill 400, food and other 300= 1500 a month, its not much..but its alot when you have shitty ass job. (working a full time job at 10 an hour couldn't pay for that) I should just get a job doing what i love, well not really, because i ll be doing it for someone else, but what ever, i ll get pay and most importantly improve on my art skills. On my freetime i can do my art as a hobbie (painting, digital painting., whatever) maybe i ll get lucky and sale it on the side but mainly it would be purely for my enjoyment. if all i do all day at work is art on the computer then coming home to do oil painting sure would be a treat. Paint on the weekends work on the week days sounds pretty good. I guess if i wanted to get hardcore abou it, i can spent every free minutes painting and doing art after work, ...let see ..work from 9 to 5. paint from 6 to 2 am, sleetp from 2 to 8am, its very doable, assuming i give up my social life, relationships, friends, well, your life in general..Heck i'm already doing that right now anyways. I think i am going to limit my sleeping habit to about 6 hours a night. I guess what I m tryign to say is that , i don't want to draw and hope someone will like it and buy it,I have lots of time to do that on my own. I want to draw because I know someone will buy it or i know I am being paid for it. I see alot of friends that went to school to get a fine art degree in painting, they were very passionate and hyped up and it. I do greatly admired them for that, but in the end alot of them just kind of lost intrest in it.. .I guess I woudn't really be scared or surprise, if i ended up like that, but i know what i can do. NO Duh!!
"buy my paintings or die"
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